Moments

Errands & Rest Day

Finally! It's my rest day!!!!! I have my weekend off from work! Thank God! My back gotta need some rest from the pain. Anyway, I was very touched and happy about what my resident did for me. He was teasing me all the time for not having "my ring yet". Every single day he teases me about it, but we just laugh about it, and then yesterday he was so serious, and I am literally was scared when he starts to have serious look. I must admit my heart panicked a bit but as I enter to his room he showed me something. He showed me a ring that he has made out of tin foil that he had asked from the kitchen lady. My heart melted and I almost cried. I am so touched by what he did and I felt so loved and appreciated by him. I treat him as my grandfather.. I mean every resident I treat them as my own grandma and grandpa. I am so blessed by God for giving me the opportunity to have lots of grandmas and grandpas to take care of and love like my own. I remembered how I promised Lola that I would take care of her when I become a nurse, but unfortunately, it didn't happen. Both my grandparents on both sides went to heaven already. I just missed taking care of them and having those grandparents ready to spoil you with love and advice in life. I am just so lucky and very thankful to God for my profession. Anyway, back to my touching moments with "lolo" I was so happy and lucky. He is very sweet and thoughtful; he melted my heart hopefully my bf will be the same sweet and gentleman as he is. I wore the special ring tin-foil ring till after the shift. I felt very special that night. What a wonderful feeling indeed!

Today, I have lots of things on my list to buy and I was so happy to purchase my own running shoes. I have to replace them since my old shoes have been worn out. I frequently trip on my old shoes and good thing I haven't fallen face down on the floor. Anyways, I am very thankful for everything that I have and will be going to have~lol! I will claim it UNIVERSE! good things are about to come to me easily hahahha~ I just appreciate and love my life. Although I feel quite anxious/uneasy for no reason, still I choose to be happy and be positive in life. All I'm saying is that it's okay not to be okay sometimes. I accept all the negative feeling and emotion because that what make us human, right? We cannot be happy all the time; I mean where's the fun rollercoaster of life? I don't invalidate my negative feelings, I just chose the things that will overcome them, which is trying to see the positive and brighter side of life. Anyway, breathe in and breathe out. I will make it through. I will have my inner peace intact and unshaken!  It feels so good when the universe gives you everything you need in life. I am so happy--genuinely happy. 

I live and breathe happiness, and I want to share that with people. 

Anyway, hopefully, this anxiety will fade away soon. Weird dreams are lingering back again, but meh I'm just going to ignore it. What is important is my present, the people who love me and who I love.

Live and Love your Life.

Take care of your own well-being, happiness, and purpose.

Good night!

I LOVE YOU ALL <3

07/31/2021