Hi! 

These past few months was very challenging. My heart is terribly heavy and my mind is not at peace. I was a miserable being. I was unhappy at all with the job I used to love. I am mentally and physically drained, and I can't take it anymore. I am afraid losing myself entirely. I used to laugh, joke around; I mean I was full of life when I was there, but all of it was gone; replaced by frustrations and disappointments and sickening environment. I don't like blaming game. I just want to escape from it, and be finally free from the toxicity that it gave me.  God is my greatest source of strength. He gave me the opportunity to be strong and to endure all these things. I thank Him with all my heart. I am grateful for my friends and family and the people I care about the most because they uplift my spirit when I am at the lowest. I decided to be courageous enough to grow outside from my comfort zone and reach my dreams. I am truly grateful for the lessons that I learned from that experiences. With what I have lost in that process I gained strength and confidence to look forward for my tomorrow. I really learned a lot and I cherish every moment that I was in there. The pain that it gave me; gave me the strength and endurance that I need to be tougher in the future. I truly want to unload this heaviness in my heart for some quite time. I have ignored it by getting busy, but truly as they have passed the weight seems heavier and heavier each day. I am hopeful for the new opportunity I have to grow and hoping that this load in my heart that I carry will soon be lessen. I find it easier to vent out through writing than saying it out loud. It gives me sense of comfort. I need to let go of these negativities inside of me and start to see the bright future ahead of me. I must and I shall. I want to be my happy self again. I just want to be free and have a peace of mind. 

Thank you God & Universe for everything. All the experiences I have learned and I am optimistic and grateful for what shall come on my way. I will gladly accept it and truly I believe that it shall be a blessing. I am happy and content as of now. I am learning the art of letting go of the things that are not good to me. I am happy at the moment and manifesting great things in life. Blessings. Abundance. Love. Happiness. Prosperity. Success. Growth is on my way. <3

Love.Love.Love