Self-care Day

Today was pretty good. Me and my friend went for a massage, and then we went out to eat a buffet...

The massage was good and relaxing. We head out to the buffet restaurant but we were too early. We went to Walmart and I buy some food for my daily consumption lol. We both catch up together with the latest life updates. It was really nice bonding with my sister/friend. We laughed all day and we talked about our life and plans in the future. I felt that our bonding time was so brief. It was cut short when we ate so much at the buffet, I almost exploded..hahha a funny scene indeed.. I really miss hanging out with my friends..

I really want to catch up with their lives, but everyone seems so busy with their own life.

Maybe one time, I will find the courage to do so. I miss them terribly.. let alone I am missing more my family. Hoping for them to come back soon.

I have more days to make myself productive and relax for a bit until I set my foot to work.

I love having long breaks, but not really good when you are sick as well. Anyhow, Im still glad for the long break.. Hopefully, things will get better soon.

I dreamt about someone who was dear to be that had passed. In my dream,  I never thought or sank in my head that he already passed. In my dream he was still alive. I showed him my ring and he was happy about it. I can never forget his smile when he tried to reach out my hand and examined my ring. I felt such warmth and happiness. I really miss him alot. I know he is in a good place now. 

Anyway, I love this day and I am really happy.

-Crave