My Chaotic Mind

 This is just a rant blog. I express my fears, angers, and deep-seated emotions through writing.

This is coming for my own point of view. Sometimes, I feel powerful, but most of the time I feel like just a tiny atom of this whole universe--for short. I feel so small and insignificant. I realize that I become more stronger and efficient person when I am alone, but this solitude kills me inside. I miss my family so much and also my husband. It makes me happy whenever I am with them.

Alone with my thoughts and having a long break from gives me a time to reflect upon myself:

I realize that I am self-sufficient

I can be emotional at sometimes thinking the people that I miss

I can think clearly about my goals and my strengths.

I am very creative and highly motivated to do something.

I can relax and be at my own pace

I dont feel alot of stress and I dont worry alot.

I can make things happen if only I wanted too.

I really need this long break... I think everyone needs a long break.

To pause, breathe and re-organize the way we think.

I honestly filled with useless worries and anxiety...

What I do is write down what is bothering with my head and try to have solution for it.

when i see those problems written down I feel like I can overcome them one by one.

Anyway, 

I shall write again..

MissSea