Pushing myself towards my GOAL!~

I am thankful that I am off for today. I have been pretty much exhausted at work, but I am still surviving. I felt that my whole body wants to tell me I need to be in a f**king zen mode. I had a peaceful but weird nap. I can't go on with the details, but it was totally weird. I didn't do anything productive today aside from helping my mom with her upcoming interview. Anyhow, I just want to relax for this day, so that by tomorrow I am ready to face anything~lol. I have been receiving so much good news for the past few weeks. I am so happy for my bestfriend "A". She's about to get married. I was so surprised when she told me that she's finally engaged! I was really happy for her and excited to be her bridesmaid; all the more that I am determined to go back home in Phils. I am also happy for my sister "A" ( not my biological sister, but my soulsister~lol) about the news. I can't spoil it to because I am really hoping that it will be pursued and will be successful if less people will know about it hahha.. It's just my feeling. The less people will know, the lesser people will go talk and ruin it hahaha...I have been listening to tarot guides on youtube for my fortune forecast. Somehow it resonates with my life, weird `aye? Anyway I am so happy that my papa cooked pork bbq for tonight hahhaha... It shows how carnivore I am *embarrased*. I am happy to spend a bit time with my sisters. I'm still figuring out what I am gonna do for my next free time. 

For this week or next week...whenever~ I have been thinking lately to push myself further with my gym routine and pushing myself to become better by learning more ( new skills, language, hobbies, & etc.) I have let go of the thought or thing that no longer serves me like negative feelings and emotions. I am still trying to push myself further in letting go of the things from the past. I must move on.

I want to practice the law of attraction, but sometimes I get easily distracted with stuffs like the social media~lol.  I have been sleeping well and have been waking up early which is a step towards a healthier  and more productive lifestyle for me. Going to the gym helped me a lot in motivating myself to go beyond my limits. It was surreal moment for me when I realize how sedentary my lifestyle is and how my body easily get tired. I don't know what that exercise is it, but it involves the arms and legs. At first it wasn't easy i told myself I can do it for 10 minutes. I was dissapointed about myself for a bit because I just made it till 5mins and I just couldn't do it no more, but I never gave up. I slowly push myself to reach 10 mins, 15mins, then now I'm on 20 mins. I just can't believe how my mindset was so fixed with my goal. Anything is possible when you put your mind into it. From 5 mins that I have been dreading I was able to reach 20 mins. Hopefully, I am now ready for 25. I learned that if I surpassed  5 mins, 10 mins, 15 mins, 20 mins, I can do 25 mins. It's all about the mindset and plus the music too lol! I also cut down on my rice... still trying to go slowly..hahaha.. it's really hard, but I know I can do it.

Wish me luck on my weight loss journey and hopefully I can make myself proud and healthier which is very important since I was diagnosed with PCOS. 

Life is Good. Always Good.

God is Always with me.

Laugh more and Live more!

I love you my precious readers! 

#Gratitude