My Happy Pills


Yesterday, I had a glimpse of happiness within me when my friend wanted to catch up with me. He was one of my dearest friend; the one who knows some of my secrets and rants of my life. I really love hearing him rant a lot, its like nothing has changed with our bond~lol. We don't usually communicate often, but whenever we talk it feels as if like we just hangout yesterday. I really enjoyed communicating with him for more than an hour or so. I really cherish our friendship. I was also happy to receive a call from my college friends. They went out for a "catch up dinner"; they told me it has been a long time since they bonded altogether.  They had unli pizza and chicken!~ and complained to me that they were so full hahaha. I was really happy to see them and able to catch up with them even if I'm far away from them. I really love and miss them a lot. If God permits I would want to go back home and spend time with my family and my friends. I must admit that I kinda feel homesick. I truly appreciate the life I had back home with my friends. What I miss the most is that when we hangout after our work and rant all our "work, life, lovelife" challenges and non-stop laughing and bickering. They really make me feel happy, but being far away from my friends left me a void inside my heart. It is like my life isn't complete when I don't see or talk to them. Ugh! I really want to go out and have food trips too, but my friends here are way too busy with life and bills and other stuff. I am just keeping myself busy as well doing some "productive" stuff I guess~lol. I am thankful for my friends. I consider them as my family. Sometimes wish I could go back to the past memories that we had and enjoy every moment of it. I realized no matter how the day sucked, at the end of the day you have friends and family to go to and make you feel that it is not that bad after all. I am really looking forward to see them again once pandemic is over. I will do my very best to save up and buy that plane ticket.  They are really my happy pills <3

I love you guys!

C.O, M.T, B.P, J.G, A.N, C.V, E.M

My forever B*s <3

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